__.. Ti Amo

I wanted to do so much more with this, but I failed because it's 11:30pm, I've cried for four hours total today, and I want to go to bed but I'm waiting for her to call me. xD;
So maybe I'll do more with this in the future - better coloring and BG or something.
Anyways, below is a short thank you note to her.
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Thank you :
Two words have never meant so much, nor have I meant them as much as I mean them to the three of you, but right now, this is about you.
Tonight, I was a wreck. I mean it. I couldn't see anything around me that wasn't blurred with tears. Half the time, I didn't even know what I was saying, and I felt stupid.
You said you wished you were there with me, but I didn't wish that upon you. I knew I looked like crap, but I should've known you wouldn't care.
You cried with me, and for once, I didn't feel stupid about crying. It was something we were doing together.
The tears stopped, and I was thankful, knowing that today, a break in them was rare.
I didn't know why I was crying, perhaps I never will, but everything set me off.
I told you I wouldn't wish you to see me like this, that I was ugly, hideous, even. My eyes were red, I had bags under my eyes from crying, I couldn't breathe properly, and I was talking at a million miles per hour.
Now it was your turn to cry.
Perching at my window, I asked what was wrong, and you told me NEVER to talk about myself like that. Ever.
You made me promise.
And for once, no matter how many times people had tried before and I refused, I agreed. And I mean it.
No matter how you see me, I know I'd be beautiful to you, and vice versa.
I never saw that, and now I do.
Thank you.
No more tears have come since we last hung up.
Thank you.
I haven't felt ugly since.
Thank you.
You took my pain away, cried with me to settle me.
Thank you.
And when you cried alone, you were crying for me.
Thank you.
Ti amo. Per ora e per sempre.